| grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....NATE SHALL DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!!!!!! |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
I HATE NATE AND WANT TO KILL HIM!!!!!!!GRRRRRRRR....WTF HE IS AN ASSWIPE KAYLA IS BEATIFUL AND IF HE DOESNT SEE THAT THEN HE HAS PROBLEMS!!!!!!!LET ME TELL U HES NOT SUPER MODEL ...HES GOT SOME FUCKEN NASTY CHUBBS..HE USED TO BE A FAT PIG....BUT NOW HES STILL FAT AND A MOTHERFUCKIN PIG I HATE HIM...HE BETTER NEVER MESS WITH KAYLA OR ILL SERIOUSLY KILL HIM IM GOING TO FUCK HIM UP!!!ASSHOLE...HE PROBABLY THINKS I CANT BE HIM UP...IF I CANT ILL DIE TRYING NEVER GIVE UP GODDAMNIT!!I DONT EVER WANNA SEE THAT SPIKY HAIRED RETARD AGAIN I OFFICALLY HATE THAT MOTHER FUCKIN ASSHOLES GUTZ NO ONE MESSES WITH MY FRIENDS I MEAN NO ONE...FUCK HIS FRIENDS 2 WTF FUCK THEM ALL!!!I DONT LIKE MIKE I JUST THINK HES HOT THAT WAS A MISCONCEPTION!! WHO DOESNT THINK MIKES HOT?!?!? EXACTLY!!!
WELL BYE CUNTZ
<3 GLORY |
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| grg...ness kinda backies but not feeling great..am i? |
[Feb. 18th, 2004|07:48 pm] |
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| | Oi toy!-Devotchkas | ] |
At kay kays grams isnt that rad?shitz been going down...my lifes been like acid rain it fucken stings....im bored...tired sleepy and depressed boring huh well bye bye |
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| grggg....penis |
[Jan. 24th, 2004|01:05 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | Dead Kennedys-MTV get off the air | ] |
i miss myles soooooo bad...grggg...ry is such an ass hes all like mayb hes out fucking another girl and i was like do u want to make me cry?wtf...i wish he would answer my email i miss him so much!!!and love him sooo much...ya im bored...i wonder if mally and killah are mad at me for being on the comp right now..i could go for like a cig or a bit of alcohol but not to get drunk...ya boredom suxs
<3 glory |
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| im such a fucken awful person |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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| | punx unite -casualties | ] |
ok...i smoked today and i told myles and hes upset and i dont like when people are upset ..i wish that he could just be like ok....you smoked its ok...atleast ur tryin to stop im doing pretty good this is my first smoke this week...and i dont do drugs...arggg...i dont kno i suck...and should die
bye glory |
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| me so bored |
[Jan. 20th, 2004|06:47 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
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| | fuck you all -casualties | ] |
This song is the best i want to fuck it like a oreo oo yes im so turned on right now lol where are penises when u need them hahaha i was like ms.pendleton im pregnant and she gasped and went to her desk lol...me< needs sex hahahahahha im bored ryan is a awesome potato muffin lol hahaha |
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[Jan. 19th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
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grrgg...i miss myles i miss him |
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| grrrr |
[Jan. 18th, 2004|10:24 am] |
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I miss myles soooo bad..i want him to be here right now and i feel like crap for making him worried |
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| im awful |
[Jan. 17th, 2004|10:41 pm] |
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| | music in my head Joker in the pack by the adicts.. | ] |
i hate when you feel people at mad at you....hes always upset with me why?!?!?! i only want to make him happy and im not succedding...*cryes* i just want him here with me right now *sobs*...i miss him so much when i see him ill kiss him until he says he forgives me ..im really tryin to quit doesnt he understand that?Guys never understand ne thing when they grow twats they will but they would no longer be men would they?i feel kinda stoned but im not :( hahahah i wanted vodka again :} but ooo well...i cant have it anyways..i dont get drunk around him and stuff and i dont smoke when im with him so why does it bother him hes not dealing with it i am!!!! grrg..i dont understand this shit..i dont know what to think...!?!?!?!
bye
<3 baby_vamp |
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| WTF |
[Jan. 17th, 2004|04:22 pm] |
Ya i hate when think they know what your going through but they really dont...and they dont even try to help or understanf..its fucken stupid.Why does myles have to be such an ass right now ..i would never call him that but he like has pms or sumthig and its really pissing me off...and i was almost in tears when he told me i ddeserved to have a hangover i was wtf...if he was all sick and shyt i wouldnt be like that..i may have drank but i was still sick and if i told him my tummmy hurt not tellin him i drank he wouldnt be that way.Im just kinda bursting right now....grrrg...andy and ryan are obviously more important then me i dunno how he finds time to go out with them but not me..who does he see more?i mean ya...should i feel this way what do you think?i just dont want to think about him right now i have a pounding headache and puke just really is tickling the back of my thoart and i just...dont want to deal with this shit...im so happy mally and Kayla are here with me.I wont pick sides between myles and kayla in there little dispute but if i did id pick kayla im sry but this mayb wrong to you but to me my friends are more important...friendship is forever.Kayla dad is so funny he just told to put a veil on my face cause i look like Sadamms wife hahaha mwhahaha i love her family they make me crack up....i wish my family was like that...well i go bye bye
<3 baby_vamp |
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[Jan. 14th, 2004|01:29 pm] |
I wish it was really easy to kill urself
Why cant humans be like robots have a self destruct button.
Why do human have to have emotions.. |
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| LJ SUXZ MY LEFT ONE! |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|01:11 pm] |
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| | ANGRY AS HELL | ] |
THIS IS THE COMMENT I WANTED TO COMMENT ON KAYLOS LJ BUT ITS BEING A GAY BASTARD...WTF
U smoke again im going to bite ur nipples off and sell them as sausage and i mean it!
so dont smoke kayla cause ur not helpin ne one by smoking just because u can get some cigs dosent mean u have to smoke...pisses people off like myself who cant get ne...cigs that is...
IM REALLY SICK OF TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE AND THEN THEY JUST PUSH ME AWAY WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE PROBLEM SOME PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY HAVE MORE PROBLEMS THEN NE ONE ELSE WELL GUESS WHAT U DONT...OMG SOMETHING GOES WRONG THINK OF ALL PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERIN THE SAME FUCKEN THING AND THESE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME WANT TO CUT AND LET PEOPLE FIND ME IN MY OWN POOL OF BLOOD AND I MEAN IT ONE DAY UR GONNA FIND OUT UR NEVER GONNA SEE ME AGAIN MAYB PICTURES BUT THATS IT ! YOU WONT B ABLE TO TALK TO ME HOLD MY HAND HUG ME SMELL MY PERFUME NOTHING NADA NOW MAKE THE FUCKEN TIME I HAVE LEFT HAPPY WOULD U? WOULD JUST FUCKEN TRY? |
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| life suxs.... |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|10:27 am] |
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| | Rancid-Arrested in Shanghai | ] |
I dont kno whats going on in my life i ruin everyones life and i cant even give people advice ne more.Id think id like to be dead i really would...i really love myles but he deserves better then me..he really does im a nothin that sucks really bad and im nothing im never going to be anything but a stupid retard who always has soemthing bad happen to her i cant take myself ne more i wish i would just die in my sleep or sumthing i dont even know whats wrong with me i have no reason to feel this way i really dont.Nothing bad has happened to me today to make me feel this way.I must be sick really sick or sumthing i wish i felt the way i used to feel.i want to feel the way i feel like when im in myles arms or i feel comfortable with one of friends.Like swimming in water so soothing i cant stand myself ne more...mayb i should kill myself but id be hurting everyone but myself...and i dont want to do that...grrrg...i need help and ive got issues...:( |
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| grrness |
[Jan. 13th, 2004|04:40 pm] |
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| | Wait and bleed-Slipknot | ] |
DUDE I THINK I HAVE MAD DISEASE!
I WENT TO FRIENDLYS AND ATE A HAMBURGER AND I ALMOST PUKED AFTER THEN I FEEL ASLEEP IN THE CAR OMG! AM I GOING TO DIE? *CRIES* ME NO WANTS TO DIE! :(
WELL BYE BYE
<3 GLORY |
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| *GRG* |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
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Ya dont u hate it when ur mad at sumone and they act like they are mad at u...but there mad at u for being mad at them isnt that gay? |
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| HEY PEOPLE |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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This is my first entry isnt that mad rad.ya this is kinda cool i have a xanga but this had more smileys so what the hell.Ya coolios
bye bye
<3 baby_vamp |
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